Welcome to world of tomorrow !

Future of games eh? Well like any multi faceted industry this is almost impossible to predict, according to certain ‘industry professionals’ in the car industry by now were all supposed to be being driven around by autonomous flying cars and seeing as how games are now the fastest growing entertainment medium its doubly hard to reasonably predict gamings future over an entire industry, today’s big break through can become tomorrows fad and yesterdays classic becomes today’s has been.

Maybe its reflective of the age games as a whole, sure they’ve been around in some shape or form for around 60 years but it wasn’t until much later they began to take a huge global impact, around 1985 I think that by my games to humans anthropomorphic personification process would make the games industry a sprightly 21yr old, short attention span jumping from idea to idea still trying to get to grips with being a ‘big boy’ constantly trying to impress its older stale brother dressed in its new suit of ‘immersive gameplay’ and hat of ‘digital actors’. Course there was a time, not so long ago when you consider the evolution of other entertainment media, when a boy in his room armed with just a idea for a game and an inquisitive nature could create a commercial hit, course like any start up industry essentially made up of enthusiasts more than capable with a bit of code but not too great at marketing and ever escalating development costs the suits closed in – in this instance dressed as publishers.

The premise was simple the people would develop the new games and the bespoke publisher would advertise and package the final product creating shelf space for it in spectrum world or wherever you kids went then. This has essentially been the blue print ever since, developers propose a game to a respective developer and they decide whether or not it’s worth making.

At the start there wasn’t a problem, games were still cheap enough to develop for a publisher to take a few commercial failures before the developers had there breakthrough and created there smash hit clawing back the dosh, new genres were being created almost every month with the likes of Dune heralding in the RTS genre and Wolfenstein properly introducing the world to the FPS perspective (that Ultima game doesn’t count – was technically 2d just used a scrolling panel)

*Went a bit wacky with me tense here – basically your in the future 2010, got somewhat confused writing it for some reason*

Fast forward to 2010 and what do you find? Still no flying cars but games are now huge the largest fastest growing entertainment medium and publishers have warped into the game equivalent of film studio’s commanding billions in assets but playing the entire industry as just that, an industry with opportunities for profit not new gameplay opportunities or interests in pushing the industry forward. A modern game can now take roughly 50 million dollars to produce, not factoring in advertising and packaging costs why should the publishers who still provide the money for the development houses to produce these games provide the money if there not guaranteed a return on there investment?

Publishers and the entire industry to a certain extent are now stuck in an inescapable circle – forged at the very start of modern gaming. As games become more and more complex requiring more time and money to develop publishers are less likely to take risks instead relying on sequels and expansion packs to tried and tested formulas. Where before new genres were being created constantly now the same tired idea’s and game types are trotted out year after year – Any sports game identical to last years but with this years stats copied and pasted into, whatever time period every single fps shooter suddenly decides to visit bouncing along humanities timeline like a space hopper ad infinitum, countless expansion packs revisiting the originals gameplay dynamics but in a slightly different social setting, I’m looking at you Sims. Add on to this the strict development times publishers command of there developers and the end product is a clone of every other game on the market, merely emulating gameplay style rather than creating new ones – revolution rather than evolution.

But developers are fighting back, with the advent of high speed world wide internet around 2000 and the introduction of pioneer content delivery systems like Steam it’s now simply not viable to have a publisher create a hard copy of what is originally in a digital format easily transferable and copied, then placed on a DVD and physically placed on shop shelves for the customer to come and buy something that could have been easily and quickly downloaded directly to his/her computer by the time it takes them to walk to the shops. With Developers starting up secure download services for customers to quickly download the games, publishers are taken out of the picture in one swoop now developers can concentrate on making new games exploring new gameplay techniques and not worry about excessive time limits or having there intellectual properties held to ransom over the money required to develop them, this also combats a spiralling problem and one that ran in parallel to the overall cost of a game, piracy.

For every game sold, 4 people have downloaded it free. Once a publisher factors in this dynamic a game has to be incredibly successful for any chance of a developer hoping to create a sequel.

Especially in the PC sector piracy was rife every apparently ‘copy secure’ disc publishers trotted out a few days later the game would be freely available online stripped of its copy protection, unlike the music and film industries who instead of embracing the internet and its high speed content delivery have tried and constantly failed to ban the transference of film and music. Games on the other hand at one with the emergence of the internet and its worldwide explosion have offered secure content delivery – a specific account bound to a customer’s name and credit card details ensuring unless someone is willing to share credit card details with someone online piracy is pretty much wiped out. However games are still getting progressively more and more complex with costs ever spiralling, instead of developers throwing more and more money at it like the previous publishers developers concentrate on streamlining there development process factoring in content creation to AI in one single pipeline ensuring games are produced much more quickly and to a generally cheaper budget.

On the hardware side consoles are still just that, consoles. Every new generation and there apparent move to a more PC architecture always heralds the apparent death knell for the PC. It never comes – however much people say consoles are becoming more and more like PC’s there simply not. A hard drive does not make a pc, consoles are prefabricated boxes technological snapshots of whatever the cutting edge was on there day of creation you cannot upgrade a console to the same extent you can a PC sure you might be able to upgrade the hard drive increasing the storage capacity but I can do that with my digital camera.

There huge modular nature and the fact all new graphics and processing technologies are tested first on the pc as well as all games being developed on the pc regardless of the games final destination ensure the PC will always be at the cutting edge. Actually that’s a good point if modern consoles are supposed to be like PC’s why don’t we see developers actually creating the games on them? It’s not a case of control a keyboard and mouse can easily be connected but of distribution and networking if individual developers can’t share assets it’s useless.

As for the entire industry getting bigger – new target demographics are being sought with new control methods and means of presentation , as started by Nintendo in the early 2000’s once the apparent play thing of the nerdy teenage boy games are now enjoyed by most age groups. Once games were seen as ‘murder simulators’ shallow two dimensional play things there now seen as equal to film or literature, simply telling a story – the same genres exist but the opportunities for expansion by way of the explosion in audience ensure new methods of gameplay.

This could essentially be seen as the renaissance for the games industry

'arghdfdf!!11' Dead bird in face: or why games are scarier than film

Saw saw 3 yesterday ( tee hee! saw saw! like a inverted see-saw or rather ) wow what a silly film, horror films always brings out the sceptic in me and this one was a doozy, full of 'arrghhhh yes look in the cupoard when theres obviously someone behind you' or 'How 'bout using that fork lift truck you've been suspended from for the past half hour to i dunno maybe break down that flimsy chain link fence and uh escape?'

But apart from me clearly being head smarts when it comes to a horror situation, the other thing that washed straight over my head was the gore, im not saying im some kind of gore fanatic and truth be told i get a lot more scared at more mundane things in life 'oh crap my keys are inside how am i going to get back in?' sending more chills down my spine at recollection than any horror scene. In fact the scariest thing was the dawning that Jigsaw the films anti hero bares an uncanny resemblance to Gary Glitter

But i just ended up mentaling counting each grisly scene and mentally ticking it off where i've seen it in a game, point blank shotgun to face? Soldier of fortune 2, Acid burns? Prey Dismembrement by ways of fancy saw blades? Quake 4. Being bathed in fetid pig guts? Again Quake 4 and damnit we went all the way and used people.
Apart from the chain bit which again they just ripped off the original hell raiser and the rib bit which they heavily borrowed from the 'blood angel' the vikings used to do to the pesky Christians there was nothing i had'nt seen before.

Theres only so many things you can do to a body before it comes boring or worse comic, thats why i think games certainly in the horror genre are finally moving away from film. Its our oldest emotion and one that games have always been damn good at raising, pretty much every game, ok not sports one and no not that driving one your holding, use horror in one way or another. Developers have to learn to pace themselves otherwise you end up with just a closet jumper like Doom3 a typical film is an hour and a half long a typical first person shooter lasts for around 8 hours this presents much more oppurtunity for the developers to suggest horror or something ajar instead of jumping straight into the blood and guts routine.

The scariest piece of media i ever experienced was the Cradle level in Thief3 good god, that made me forget what century it was let alone i was staring at a screen. A huge labyrinth level set in a partly destroyed orphanage/insane asylum. Relying upon the player to piece together the clues and create the monsters in there own imagination, its not until almost the very end you even see a monster but theres always the anticipation that just around this corner is that monster your imagining.

Im gonna explore games as horror devices later in alot more detail, me thinks got the ol' noggin a turnin

Im sure i saw a monday around here somewhere

Well, my alarm went off today got up 5 minutes before im meant to be in my lecture then stopped, wait i told myself, the clocks have gone back you've gained an hour matey, go back to bed! So i did again to wake at 5 to 10, got up and rushed to Fletcher - increasing the pace as i realised i might end up in the animation lounge again *shudder* with people talking about fantastical things like some 'maya' or rather.
Got in the lift, usual routine with the damn fashion students only ever going up one floor, honestly i've only been here a few weeks and i want to kill them god knows how Micheal feels....
Anywho so i stepped out of the lift, Floor 9 10:00 really 9:00 and what do i see? Some illicit drug cartel that Micheals been running? Ghosts playing Call of Duty? A unicorn?

No, i see a locked door and the lights switched off with none of the computers powered on and me feeling like an idiot - i checked all the parameters the time, the location and slowly realised, i was on my own remember, that maybe it wasnt tuesday but monday. Scew people going 'cool! i've gained an hour, back to bed!' through my own stupidity i've gained an entire day, hah beat that!

Gaming keg of fun

Well god i thought i already did this, um i guess i can pad out the middle bit a litle.
After Quake i discovered Unreal Tournament although it was rendered in treacle vision due to my comp barely meeting the minimum spec at the time, 200mhz and 32megs of ram baby!

Anywho i pretty much converted to that and then continued to play that religiously - i loved the variation in map designs how you could jump from an ancient castle to a space station to some kind of hybrid space castle thing floating on is own exclusive lump'O rock in the middle of nowhere. I eventually got my computer upgraded to something approaching decent for the time and was capable of running modern games, before i had been lagging behind but now i could run with the big boi's! Ahem...yes a 450mhz P2 and a 32 meg tnt2 worked wonders at the time when shaders were something you'd uh um do something humourous with. Anywho i continued on this first person shooter ride sampling some Mortyr here, blururghh to some Unreal there, odd really never got that game. But it was Quake 3 that well changed my life i suppose - lame and cliched as it sounds it probaly did if unreal tounrnament captivated me in terms of its variations in map designs quake 3 dazzled me with its pure gameplay brilliance yes it was just deathmatch to people who were'nt watching it closely but everyting from the way in which the doorways were constructed to allow people to fly through propelled by rockets to the timings of the powerups and the placement of the weapons or the specific stats of each weapon that ensured that even with the most powerful weapon a player could never dominate the map on just firepower.
Quake 3 pretty much taught me about how games were made - i learnt how maps were made with its map editor and even today can pretty much map out a room with my eyes closed, woo thats a party trick right there, i learnt about textures and there specific resolutions light placement, optimization and triggers to me it was a huge keg of pretty much undocumented wonder.
After that i was firmly cemented in the fps genre of games i played online games like everyone else sampled some mods and you basically end up at the last section of hte previous segment of this.
Hope this has been inteesting but i keep gicing myself aheadache thinking back this far

Growing pains

The ‘middle ages’ or the periods between the 1980’s to 1990’s saw a huge leap in games with a shift away from traditional arcades to home-centric consoles and the introduction of now familiar companies and genres.
It was Atari, Nolan Bushells company one of the key players during the initial rise of consoles during the late 70’s that gained the most popularity during the early 80’s with the introduction of the Atari 2600 this went up against its competitors the Colecovision and Mattels first entry into the competitive console market the Intellivision. All consoles gained popularity with there perfect reprsentation of popular arcade games, in fact this emulation of arcade games was probably one of the main reasons the consoles proved to be most popular, ‘why waste dozens of quarters/ten pence in a grotty arcade with snotty kids when you can play all these games for free as many times as you like in the comfort of your own home?’ they seemed to ask, it was Atari following from there tradition of copying games from there copyright infringing copy of space invaders that was the clear cut winner due to the release of "major" titles for the machine, including rushed home ports of arcade hits Asteroids and Defender, as well as original titles such as Adventure and Haunted House. The 2600 was the clear-cut winner of the race, but would also suffer a bit because of Atari's poor business decisions. When the time came to get a home port of Pac-Man licensed, Atari released it to much fanfare, before fans realized just how big of a loser it was. The entire formula was tweaked with, and the arcade experience just never came through. Regardless of this Atari became a house hold name and was the spokes-company for the entire industry, like any other huge corporation in a popular position Atari cocked up, big time.

On the back of Steven Spielberg’s supremely popular E.T the extra terrestrial Atari decided it would develop the licensed game, even though the details of the transaction were never fully divulged it was widely reported that Atari had paid US$20–25 million for the rights—an abnormally high figure for video game licensing at the time and one that would take until the late 90’s to become the norm. Due to the extended length and the high number of delays in agreeing to the licence Atari only had only five weeks in order to meet the September 1 deadline necessary to ship in time for Christmas shopping season. By comparison previous Atari games, Yar’s revenge and Raiders of the Lost Ark, each took around 4 to 7 months to complete. An arcade game based on the E.T. property had also been planned, but this was deemed to be impossible given the short deadline. Warsaw who had previously worked on the fore mentioned games accepted the assignment, and was reportedly offered 200,000 USD as well as an prepaid Hawaiian holiday. This to me just shows Atari’s ignorance at the time, if something didn’t work or someone was under pressure they simply threw money at it until it solved the problem, a 2 million dollar bonus and a luxury holiday does not make a good game. Due to the extreme time limit involved the game was rushed throughout all stages of its development - the game play plan for example took just two days to create and testing was skipped completely.

Unsurprisingly the game was a complete failure, Atari bolstered by its previous success on earlier releases forced retailers to accept one year orders in advance for the entire year. At that time, Atari had dominated the software and hardware market, and Atari was routinely unable to fill orders because of this. At first, retailers responded by placing orders for more supplies than they actually expected to sell, but gradually, as new competitors began to enter the market and word of mouth spread about the quality of the game, Atari started receiving an increasing number of order cancellations for which the company was simply not prepared eventually Atari had a huge surplus of surplus cartridges, these cartridges numbering over 2 million in number were eventually buried in a landfill in new Mexico.
E.T. is seen by many as the death knell for Atari and is widely regarded as one of the worst games ever produced as well as one of the biggest commercial failures in videogame history. A major contributing factor to Atari's demise, the game's failure epitomizes the video game crash of 1983.

Following the crash of ‘83 personal computers took hold spurred on by companies such as IBM and Compaq these PC-clones of popular more expensive computers where equally as powerful as previous consoles and since their simple design allowed games to take complete command of the hardware after power-on, they were nearly as simple to start playing with as consoles.
However the PC’s reign was short lived with the introduction of the NES from Japanese newcomer Nintendo. Known to the western world as the Nintendo Entertainment System (NES), it was bundled with Super Mario Bros. ( Cor I wonder how that did…) and was an over night success, retailers more than cautious of introducing another console system so soon after the crash of 83 simply placed it on there shelves with no advertising or market exposure regardless of this the NES was a colossal success in America while in other territories other newcomers were as successful including the Sega Master system in Europe and the PC Engine in Japan. This introduction also saw the advent of new methods of control with the old fashioned joystick of the arcades synonymous with the market crash of 83 replaced with console pads with many more buttons and a 8 way directional or D’ pad.
During this time many popular games where born although they would be unrecognizable from there current form, Squaresoft maker of the now supremely popular Final Fantasy was struggling and decided to make their final game, titled Final Fantasy (1987), a role-playing game modelled after the previously successful game Dragon Quest, the games success saved Squaresoft and the Final Fantasy series was born as a result going on to become one of the most successful RPG franchises . At around the same time, the Legend of Zelda series made its debut on the NES with The Legend of Zelda (1986). Hideo Kojima's Metal Gear series also made its debut with the release of Metal Gear (1987) on the MSX2 computer, giving birth to the stealth-based game genre. Metal Gear was ported to the NES shortly after. In 1989, Capcom released Sweet Home (1989) on the NES, which served as a precursor to the survival horror game genre, in particulaur the original Resident Evil.



Due to ever spiralling prices and market exposure the 90’s were about games maturing into a Hollywood-esque landscape of ever-increasing budgets and increasingly wary publishers. At this time, the wide variety of games that existed in the 1980s, traditional arcade game such as space invaders or missile command faded away, with the larger corporations desiring to maximize profitability and lower risk in the form of sequel after sequel to popular franchises.
The introduction of the 3d accelerator and the huge increase in size of cd-roms meant developers could squeeze more data into there games, at first developers were unsure of what to do with this seemingly infinite space relying on full motion video or FMV games to fill the space requirement, with the advent of 3d acellerators and higher resoltion textures and sounds the cd-rom's quickly filled up.
When the 16-bit and 32-bit in the form of the SNES and Playstation respectively consoles arrived offering superior graphics and sound to the arcades. By this time, video arcades had earned a reputation for being seedy, unsafe places. An increasing number of players would wait for popular arcade games to be ported to consoles rather than going out. Arcades had a last hurrah in the early 90s with Street Fighter II and the one-on-one fighting game genre, although arcades in Japan are still just as popular with many games getting arcade only releases amd a special culture developing over the fighting games, the best players even developing into minor celebrities. As patronage of arcades declined, many were forced to close down. Classic coin-operated games have become largely the province of dedicated hobbyists. The gap left by the old corner arcades was partly filled by large amusement centres dedicated to providing clean, safe environments and expensive game control systems not available to home users, although these have never been able to once draw in the crowds as much as the original arcades did.

1989-1994
At this time, America was dominated by the Sega Genesis, known to me as the Megadrive (woo!) Nintendo debuted there SNES console in 1991 running on the same naming conventions as the NES, but this one was a SUPER nintendo entertainment system kids. The two consoles battled for market supremacy with the two consoles acheiving roughly half the marketshare each. The NEC Turbografx 16 also debuted around this time but a lack of English supported games and poor advertising in the face of Sega and Nintendo ensured it nver achieved a foothold in America.
The high levels of competition between the 3 companies ensured the marketting plan was more than a ittle harsh thoroughout with Sega producing the slogan, 'Sega does what Nintendon't and bth companies flinging around buzz words and slogans informing the general public there console was ultimately better because of 'blast processing' or some crap.

Gaming vomit

My first gaming memory was playing the original Duke Nukem side-scroller on DOS my dad had borrowed off a work colleague. I remember begging him to set it up so i could play as i went into a trance watching all the colours and the lights i can't remember if i was any good at it and if i had'nt played it again recently, still good btw, i could'nt even tell you what any of the enemies looked like I just remember watching this man with blonde hair jumping around the screen the primitive 'w00p' from the pc speaker just increasing my trance-like state. Until one day when he 'accidently deleted it' although i still maintain he purposely did it because it was possibly affecting my school work - well look what im doing now H0H0 ironies...

I also have memories of the original Aladdin, before you could play it you had to input a random code from this huge code book, i never ever got past the second level though those monkeys on the second level where something else oh my yes. I have memories of various other games around that time but the order in which i first played them is muddled these includeded Missile Command, Doom and Worms.

I remember getting a megadrive, me and my sister spending hours playing sonic2 she was Tails i was Sonic racing each other to the finish or playing Micro Machines V2 learning every track oh and Dr Robotnik's mean bean machine - clearly a Puzzle Bobble rip off it was still fun especially when you triggered lots of beans. After that it was a Gameboy, several variations later im now considering replacing my imported original DS 'phatty' with a sleek Lite but anywho first gameboy game i had was Super Mario 6 golden coins and get this i've never owned or played tetris, pretty scary eh?

The first game i bought was the original Quake, i think i was about 12 at the time just walked in and bought it, truly those were the glory days before you got all this sensationalist media blaming games for all societies downfalls. If Doom before it triggered my interest for first person shooters Quake cemented it and my love for all things ID. I can still remember my next door neighbour, being more than a bit of a delicate flower, watching as i dodged zombies hurling there own rotting flesh at me before gibbing a shabmler in the most visceral way this side of any 80's gore flick, she then ran outside and threw up on our frontstep - truly if games could do that i thought it was worth sticking around to see what else i could play to make her throw up quite so much again

So did i really keep playing games as a conduit to watch children younger than me throw up? Well not entirely, games have always intrigued me like a less cocky film industry games are literally interactive stories wrapped in something unique to games - gameplay not restrained by money or audience interest or books linear one-dimensional, you read/watch it once you've already seen all it has to offer but with games its different you can decide where to go and what to do, its a cliche to say people like being in control but its one of the reasons im still playing. Ever increasing technology is also another reason while i continue playing each new release be it a console or graphics card or even new rendering technique brings the zenith of ultra realistic visuals ever closer to the player

After that i heavily uh 'invested my time' in fps games, playing everything from unreal tournament to Half life everything was an open book with no means of analysing there quality i jumped jumped from game to game before settling on the ones i liked. I've played so many FPS games its more a case of finding out the ones i haven't played. I've only ever owned 3 consoles megadrive, PS1 and gamecube but i've upgraded my PC countless times and can still remember my first graphics card, tnt2 woo! with the fan the size of a postage stamp nowadays there the same size as the card and seem to make more noise than a hoover ah well thats progress i guess.

Im currently playing through oblivion - still and Quake 3 - again, looking forward to Bioshock, Assasins Creed and any info on ID's new game

Are you sitting comfortably? Then I'll begin....

1947, Thomas T. Goldsmith Jr. and Estle Ray Mann patent a 'Cathode-ray amusement device' this simulated a missile being fired at a target, probably inspired by radar displays used during World War II. Several knobs controlled the trajectory and speed of the missile toward a preset target, because onscreen graphics were not possible at the time targets were literally drawn on the screen by the technicians. The patent states under the first claim 'The game is of such a character that it requires care and skill in operating the device...skill can be increased with practice and the exercise of care contributes to sucess' these two factors, practice and skill are still relevant to games today.
Its hardly surprising war was used as an inspiration for the game, World War 2 had only just ended and the games similarities in both presentation and style, the oval screen bore a close resembalance to a radars screen and the fact the player tracked a missile to its target would be thrilling to the post-war world.

The second widely agreed game was OXO a digital game of noughts and crosses, this was written by A.S Douglas as an example of his thesis on human-computer interaction while studying at Cambridge University. Written for the archaic EDSAC one of the very first computers in 1952 the player could select where to place his/her nought/cross using a mechanical telephone dialer the computer would then play a game of noughts and crosses with the player. OXO is considered to be the very first graphical computer game, the device designed in 1947 relying on targets being physically drawn on to the display while EDSAC was equipped with a ridicuously high resolution cathode ray display of 35 x 16 pixels for displaying the game ( my word sarcasm on the internets...)
OXO was created in a environment of learning and education as an example of computer-human interaction, its interesting to note that one of the first computer games was simply a remake of one of the more recognizable games in the world with the same rules and restrictions of its real world counterpart. Douglas was exploring the different ways in which humans could interact with computers believing digital representations of traditional games to be one of the more interesting aspects.

This trend of using high end university mainframes for producing games continued to 1961 where a group of students at the Massachusetts Institute of Technology created Spacewar! on the then new DEC PDP-1. The game is notable for being the first two player title with both players piloting a space ship capable of firing missiles. A black hole in the center created an obstacle for both players to avoid while they blasted at each other. Instead of OXO which was limited to Cambridge due to the low availability of the ESAC system, Spacewar! was packaged with every new DEC computer and is regarded as the first widely circulated computer game. Like the cathode-ray amusement device of 1947 clearly inspired by the new radar technology spacewar! was written during the height of the spacerace when rocketships and astronauts where very much in the public eye, games were fast becoming another means for people to imagine the impossible much the same with books or films.

As computers became increasingly smaller and cheaper mainframes became less and less necessary, this miniaturization was central to computers becoming introduced into homes with games also making the transition. Specialist games machines known as consoles where also developed allowing the game to be displayed on a regualr TV display - this split between computer and console games still exists today

Until 1969 games were limited to large corporations or Universities as curious little asides, now anyone could play these games at home using the Magnavox Odyssey plugged into a standard television set this was developed from a prototype from 1968 the magnavox was capable of playing a number of games through a removable circuit similar to a cartridge slot seen in later consoles. Colour overlays which stuck onto TV screens emulated colour graphics hearkening back to the original cathode-ray amusement device of 1947 when targets where physically drawn on the screen.
Although commercially it was a failure the magnavox had created a pathway for future consoles and companies to follow, 3 years later Atari released pong and sold 19,000 machines this 'console arms race' of ever increasingly powerful consoles continues up to today with next gen consoles all battling for a slice of the multi-billion dollar games industry pie.

Eaten alive by heroin

Blerugh, heres reaon enough to never even consider 'trying' heroin, specially if it can reduce a person to this

'Maybe its behind those Amazon packages?'

My laptop was scheleued to arrive today, well scheleued this time course it hasnt arrived. I scanned the list with all peoples names awaiting deliveries against there room numbers willing mine to be on there the best i could find was F. Cameron from F03 with bad writing that can quickly look like a T. Carter from A03. I went so far as to demand the hall manager rummage through all the parcels it slowly becoming apparent that perhaps my laptop was'nt hidden in all those Amazon dvd containers.
Whoever said the wait is better than the eventual event is wrong, horribly wrong they just hated themselves

Falling into Oblvion

Started playing Oblivion again, gah that game scares me you start it with the intention of playing through one or two quests and before you know it its past 4 in the morning and you slink to bed feeling very sad for spending more time in Tamriel, Skingrad all the way folks(!) than the real world. Im not sure what it is but there seems to be a sense of tangible reality to the whole thing its the way the guards turn to watch you as you stroll past, the random conversations npc's have over quests you've previously completed 'they say he closed the oblvion gate!' and the heavy use of spoken dialogue throughout the whole thing, im convinced the game would be nowhere as apealing if you had to read a block of text at the bottom of the screen each time. My only saving grace from eternal bedromdom is that is so demanding i can only just about run it on medium at the lowest resolution although my ruddy nevergonnaappear laptop should sort that out.